rude awakening

It's 6.55am and why do I have to wake up extra early today.... Mom came in and barged in my room (which I share with my brother) asking for her car keys! As usual, i'll remember where the keys are, supposingly on the computer where I left it :S. She came in and ravaged our room, made a lot of noise partly due to the fact that she was rushing too... After awhile, my brother got his fair share of rude awakening and had to come down to show her they keys, which he could've seen last night while using the computer. YEAH IT WAS ON THE COMPUTER TABLE but she missed it... adoi..... There's no way I can sleep now because around 7.30am there will be a breakfast session at home with sausages, hash browns, baked beans and eggs :D

EMO post: Depressing isn't it? Knowing we have so much to do but we are unable to do. Money is just not enough to sustain our daily activities, time.. for now... is adequate... :D Friends? probably some activities done with friends were exciting back then.. do it again for the second time? NAhhh........ How bout if everything was shares with a particular person, someone different, maybe a girlfriend? HAHA Things would change.... Most guys wouldn't mind sharing their excitement they had with their friends last time, with their girlfriends or partner this time.

The passage above kinda gives you an extra idea on why teenagers want to get a girlfriend or a partner right now... XD

Alternate emo post: Depressing isn't it? Knowing we have so much to do but we are unable to do. Money is just not enough to sustain our daily activities, time.. for now... is adequate... :D Friends? probably some activities done with friends were exciting back then.. do it again for the second time? NAhhh........ How bout if everything was done alone? Eating a nice romantic dinner ALONE. Touring the world ALONE. Stay at home and play HOME ALONE. :P

In the end, I shall tell myself to always take life by its horns, take those horns out, put it on my head and im horny... lol jkjk.

I meant to say "take control of your life. Women and girls are important but right now, they are the least of your worries." Now... if you got that right, yeah, they make me worry all the time XD. Everytime I do my best, the first thing I think about is rejection. It just boils me deep inside, that feeling of rejection. Because we've known we've done our best to do something but it has not been appreciated.It doesn't mean we have to do anything to show, but in this world, everything HAS to SHOW. No HOPES, no DREAMS, no FUTURE in this particular subject.

Boring lah....... goin to play beatmania now :D

Thats all for now.
Chiaoz people!